There are days that just aren't worth it, days where all you've done is reach for those unattainable dreams, the dreams you yearn for,
the ones you strive for, the ones you spend your whole life chasing. Some dream for fame, some glory, some respect.
I dream for love.
Real love, honest love not the kind you see in movies, the raw painful kind of love.
I know all people dream of love.
I know how cliche it truly is, sad lonely girl wants love.
But being alone hurts, and I can't do it anymore. I can't be alone.
I'm tired of being asked why I'm not in a relationship.
I'm tired of people asking if I've been asked out.
I used to tell people I like being single, that I'm strong, independent, confident.
But the truth is I'm not, I'm none of those things, I'm scared I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.
I'd built up this mask for everyone to see of a happy girl, a girl who believes in herself, a girl who they genuinely believed is confident.
After awhile I believed in