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I'm tired of trying by Cassandra-Rogers I'm tired of trying :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 3 1 Some think it's noise, I think it's pretty by Cassandra-Rogers Some think it's noise, I think it's pretty :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 1 1 Did you love that bad man? by Cassandra-Rogers Did you love that bad man? :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 3 1 My new philosophy  by Cassandra-Rogers My new philosophy :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 2 1 It's a puzzle it's a maze by Cassandra-Rogers It's a puzzle it's a maze :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 4 3 No one will love you if you're unattractive... by Cassandra-Rogers No one will love you if you're unattractive... :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 1 4
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There are days that just aren't worth it, days where all you've done is reach for those unattainable dreams, the dreams you yearn for,
the ones you strive for, the ones you spend your whole life chasing. Some dream for fame, some glory, some respect.
I dream for love.
Real love, honest love not the kind you see in movies, the raw painful kind of love.
I know all people dream of love.
I know how cliche it truly is, sad lonely girl wants love.
But being alone hurts, and I can't do it anymore. I can't be alone.
I'm tired of being asked why I'm not in a relationship.
I'm tired of people asking if I've been asked out.
I'm tired.
I used to tell people I like being single, that I'm strong, independent, confident.
But the truth is I'm not, I'm none of those things, I'm scared I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.  
I'd built up this mask for everyone to see of a happy girl, a girl who believes in herself, a girl who they genuinely believed is confident.
After awhile I believed in
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Looking Sad but, Looking Pretty by Cassandra-Rogers Looking Sad but, Looking Pretty :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 1 7 Leapt without looking  by Cassandra-Rogers Leapt without looking :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 0 0 Smile could make someone feel  by Cassandra-Rogers Smile could make someone feel :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 0 4  I watch my friend in her strange unnatural state  by Cassandra-Rogers I watch my friend in her strange unnatural state :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 0 0 I just stand here sorry  by Cassandra-Rogers I just stand here sorry :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 4 4 I'll take you where we must go by Cassandra-Rogers I'll take you where we must go :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 5 0 Soft glittering eyes by Cassandra-Rogers Soft glittering eyes :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 2 8 Should I stay in the dark by Cassandra-Rogers Should I stay in the dark :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 2 0 Not obey every spark by Cassandra-Rogers Not obey every spark :iconcassandra-rogers:Cassandra-Rogers 4 6

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I'm just really sad, all the time. I just had a long, long conversation with my twin, about how I'm feeling, and she feels the same way. We both don't have the greatest home life, it's nothing too severe it's just we both feel brought down all the time. Right now I just feel like I'm drowning in this pit of things wrong with me, and it's Ike I can't get out and no matter what people say about me good or bad, I just can't feel better about myself. I've dealt with depression, anxiety, and self worth several times before. It was bad last semester of college until I moved dorms and was with friends. Now I'm still in the dorm but I just feel alone  and I know I'm not, I know people care and I can recognize there is something wrong, but it's hard. It's hard to talk to my friends because I just feel they have had so many harder problems and issues that mine seem so small and minuscule. I just don't like who I am right now. I am going to try and go to some sort of counseling, I just don't have anyone to talk to other than my sister and she loves 5 hours away. I just don't know, I'm gonna get through this though, I just feel sad and lonely all the time, and it's such a struggle. Everyone on DeviantArt has been nothing but kind to me though and I love each and every one of you, you all are amazing, and you've definitely helped me some. I just don't know how to stop feeling sad and talking with my twin helped, if y'all have advice I'm willing to try anything. I love you guys!!!❤️

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Cassandra-Rogers
Cass
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I Love everything Marvel related, my two favorite characters are Steve Rogers, and Bucky Barnes so.... I also adore drawing and acting so don't be suprised if you see play or musical related drawings on here
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BlackOrchid1004 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave :)
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Cassandra-Rogers Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Aw no problem!
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BlackOrchid1004 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
<3 You're welcome!
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Whirlsicalpieces Featured By Owner May 15, 2017  New Deviant Hobbyist Photographer
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tomalhakim Featured By Owner May 1, 2017
I like your makeup. It's gorgeous
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Cassandra-Rogers Featured By Owner May 1, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you so much!!!😊
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MirrorWishes Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! ^^
Thank you so much for the watch and the faves, it means a lot :squee: :aww:
Great gallery, by the way. Beautiful artwork :D :heart:
Greetings!!!
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dramaticpeanut Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch I really appreciate it! :D
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Irsanna Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017
Thank you for the fav!
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SnakesGoethe Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for adding my stories to your faves. :love: 
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